sometimes i hate the internet because it makes you find your soulmate halfway across the world from you when you can’t ever be with them.
oh no it’s happening again. i like someone i can never ever have.
the worst part is that he likes me too. but we can never be together.
why does this always happen?!
i’m convinced i’m meant to be alone forever and this is the world’s way of taunting me.
What is wrong with me? Why am I doing this? Am I that starved for love?
How do I put a stop to this?
Oh, who am I kidding? I’m not over it. I miss him every single day.
Too bad he doesn’t exist. How do I get over someone who doesn’t exist? Someone please tell me.
Why do we, as humans, like to torture ourselves? We like to bring up old memories to remind us of the sadness, or anger, or hurt we felt at the time. Why do we do this? Just right now, I found myself looking at pictures of someone who betrayed me, cheated me, abused me, and ripped my heart out and stomped on it. I went out of my way to look at these pictures and feel the sadness and anger and hurt I felt the day everything ended.
Why? I will never understand what it is about humans that makes us torture ourselves like this.